Parenthood

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A few thoughts on mom life.

 

I often wonder how I got so lucky to have this little girl... seriously... I am so lucky.  She is perfect and I don't feel worthy to be her mom.  I never thought I was made for motherhood, it terrified me.  But she has made becoming a mom so easy. 

 

A typical day with me and aria...

take ryan to work,

get ready together

go to target

go to work

pick up daddy from work

and every other day I go back to work alone for a couple hours.

 

Aria can be a handful at work but for the most part she plays while I get what I need to done. I am seriously so lucky she lets me work and that my boss lets me bring her to work!

 

I cannot remember the last time I slept well- if she doesn't wake up I do to check on her.

 

I love how everyone we meet tells me how much my girl looks like me, it feels like such an honor to be linked to something so pure and beautiful.

 

I love watching her grow, create, and become her own person.

Teething is brutal and makes me want to pull out my hair.

 

I want to help her live any dream she can think of, I want the world for her.