Growing Up.

When I was a little kid I had planned on being a princess, with her own fashion line, that sang with Britney Spears and cleaned teeth. I had big dreams and that was ok! No one could take that away from me.  Now I am 20 years old and nothing has changed, I have a million different dreams and I just want to fufill them all.  I want to be a wedding planner, a photographer, financial advisor, cop, brain surgeon, radiologist, cheerleader for the NFL, math teacher..... But when your an adult you have to decide.  I have to make choices and figure out what I can do, what will make me happy, what i am willing to fight for.  I dont know why I always make things so hard... Why I have to always want to do a million things at once. I know what I will do and what I will choose but is it so bad that sometimes I still wish I could do it all... but who's to say i wont.  Ryan is so simple.  We talked about what we wanted to be as children and as previously stated I had a lot of expectations.  His whole life he has only wanted to do three things when he was little he wanted to play NBA, and until high school he wanted to be a firefighter.  But sense then he has been determined to be a physical therapist.  So simple uncomplicated and knowing exactly what he wants to do... and I really admire that.  At least one of us has it together :)